It's 12:30 am and I've resorted to a double black to keep me up and going to try and get the rest of this assignment done that's due, technically today.
Woo for alcohol!
I still don't think I'm going to get it all done tonight though. But hey, I'm already proud of the fact that I'm trying and getting somewhere, instead of letting myself turn blank and oblivious to time and consequence.
On another note:
I probably failed my maths exam yesterday.
I've decided on taking a gap year after school. I'm already mentally exhausted. I think it's important for me to give myself time to start appreciating things in life again, and put things into perspective.
I can even get my physical self sorted, my metabolism isn't getting any younger! And I'm sick of my hips getting wider.